It was nearing nine
as I left the party, and though the sky still reflected a robin's
egg blue, the light was rapidly receding.
After conferring
with Father Aquilino, Zelda had been drawn into the party's
midst and didn't seem interested in leaving. I tried to make
party talk, chatted with a few strangers, and listened in on
a conversation about behaviorism between a professor of cognitive
psychology and a small gaggle of grad students. Finally I left
the party and took off on foot in the direction of my house.
Unless I was sorely
mistaken, Zelda had taken an interest in me. The campus rumor
mill had informed me that she and Dexter were no longer an item,
though she still worked as his assistant. They appeared to run
hot and cold, with as much underlying animosity as affection.
But maybe that's how Zelda was with everyone she liked.
I reached University
Way, which bordered the western edge of the campus. Known by
everyone as "the Ave," its store facades were brick
and glass, the business names displayed subtly with an absence
of neon. The Ave was lively this evening, crammed with kids
sporting black leotards, black leather jackets, multiple body
piercings, and hair the color of strawberry or lime Jell-o.
Leaving the Ave,
I turned right on Campus Drive, left on Roosevelt and strolled
across the University Bridge. Looking down from the bridge,
I spotted my house in the clutter of floating homes, mini-marinas,
and seaplanes. All looked peaceful and still; even the waters
were serene. Five minutes later I reached the narrow plank that
connected my living quarters to terra firma. I crossed its length
to my own narrow deck, retrieved the key found under the mat,
and let myself in. Though the sun had set I left the lights
off, turned on the stereo, and sat admiring the gentle waters.
Deciding that my
nightly survey of e-mail could wait until morning, I went upstairs
and into the cool, dark bedroom. Regina's photo was as I had
left it, face down on the desk. I picked it up and said softly,
"She reminds me of you, you know. Schemes within schemes."
Regina didn't answer. I turned the photo to face the bed, undressed,
and slipped between the sheets.
When I'm not pulling
an all-nighter, I can fall asleep as soon as my head hits the
pillow, and tonight was no exception. At some point I began
to dream of Regina. Her warm hand lightly caressed my chest.
Then she lowered her reach and began a most accommodating massage.
The soft scent of flowers and citrus enveloped me. I sighed
with pleasure even as the thought drifted into my mind that
Regina hated perfume. "You smell so nice," I murmured.
"I am so nice,
don't you think?"
It was Zelda. With
me, in my bed. Very much with me. Dazed, I tried to turn around.
Zelda's strategic grasp produced a mixture of pleasure and pain.
"Surprised?"
she asked.
"Shocked is
more like it."
"Funny,"
she said, squeezing tighter, "no signs of shock here."
I pulled her hand
away and rolled over to face her. I grabbed her wrists and drove
them into the mattress. She resisted for a moment but soon lay
back. The strength I felt recalled those muscular arms in her
black sleeveless dress. Aided by patterned moonlight streaming
through the blinds, my eyes adjusted and I saw that the dress
had disappeared.
"You're very
strong," I said admiringly. "You must work out regularly."
"I do. But
seldom enough to keep me happy." She twisted her thighs
for emphasis.
"Not a good
reflection on Dexter."
"Ray, you
know next to nothing about Julius or our relationship. I wouldn't
underestimate him."
"More helpful
advice," I said. "You're being awfully nice to me
this evening."
She smiled. "I
can be very nice when I want to be."
I released her
hands and stroked the area under her arm. I caressed her neck
and the soft skin between her breasts. "By the way, what
is your relationship with Dexter?"
Her fingertips
played with my shoulders. "Not what it used to be, lately.
Forget Julius. I think you and I can be a big help to each other."
"Physically
or emotionally?"
"Professionally."
"Professionally?
I don't understand."
She moved to lie
beside me, her head resting on her hand. "Your ideas turn
me on, Ray. They're brilliant. But you're going to blow it,
like you did with Julius tonight. He's right, you know. There's
more to people than chaining thumbrules together."
"Oh, really?"
I shifted my weight.
"Yes, really."
She grabbed my shoulder. "You, my friend, have a problem."
"And what
is my problem?"
"There are
things you know but also things you don't know."
"But maybe
the things that I don't know, I don't need to know."
"How can you
be sure, if you don't know what you don't know?"
"Hmmm
I
don't know."
"Well, that's
progress," she said. "It's very healthy to know that
you don't know. Actually, that's Julius' problem. He thinks
he knows it all, which leads him to underestimate his opponents.
That's how you can beat him at your little duel."
"So that's
Dexter's problem. How do you know all this?"
She smiled mysteriously
and patted my cheek. "I know what I know."
She snuggled playfully
into the blankets and then pulled me on top of her. She started
scratching my back. The pressure of her nails intensified just
to the point of pain. "So what will it be?" she asked.
"Partners?"
"I can't believe
we're having this conversation in bed."
"Would you
rather I didn't talk?"
"Well..."
Without waiting
for my response, she pushed herself up, grabbed me with surprising
strength, and reversed our positions. I looked up at her as
she nuzzled into my chest. As she worked her way down, any misgivings
retreated. Our new professional relationship had begun.